I`ve never felt so sober
I`ve never felt the way that I feel tonight
Your words made everything drag on and on

I finally found her
And when I did I just couldn`t make things right
Is this really happening?
Oh God, I think I just ruined my life

What the f**k am I doing?
I can`t tell the difference from wrong and right
I can guess my decisions
`Cause I haven`t been this person in my whole life

I think I need something new here
When I keep longing for what I had
No need for second opinions
I do the best I can to ruin what I have, come on

Don`t think you`ve got to go in alone here
I`ve got nothing left to hide
You`re dying, just make up your mind

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
`Cause we`re running out of time

Something just from the new year
It`s a moment that`s not as bad
It`s what`s a part of my vision
The optimistic me, so we can make this last but no

You ruined my favorite records
By singing them then I think of you
That`s just hope you remember
All of the guilt inside and I believed in you for once

Don`t think you`ve got to go in alone here
I`ve got nothing left to hide
You`re dying, just make up your mind

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
`Cause we`re running out of time

Just know that it kills me
When I hear anything to do with you
You will see, oh, believe me
I need to be right where you are

And know that I`m leaving
And you won`t hear for a year from now
And this kills me
`Cause now I think that everything`s, everything`s about you

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
`Cause we`re running out of time

Don`t think you`ve got to go in alone here
I`ve got nothing left to hide
You`re dying, just make up your mind